Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Deep & meaningless;

have so much to say, but idk where to start with.

today's just sucha bored & tiring day, gave school a miss again.
waited for usual clique to end school with lingyi & andrew.

ever since that day, when everything ended, my life had been on a roller coaster ride.
had my ups and downs, just seems that I've been through so much.
friends told me about problems in their love life, my mind would automatically think about you.
I can't deny, I still miss you, a part of you is still in me.
sometimes I wonder, what're you doing, are you alright, what's in your mind now.
I know, if we're friends, we can keep in contact & all my questions & thoughts will be answered.
but no, being only friends with you would just pain my heart so much, it hurts calling you a friend & nothing more.
sometimes I'd still wonder if maybe there's still a slight chance that we'll be back together.
I know it ain't possible, but somehow I just can't face the fact.
told you that i'll forget you when you rejected my patch that day,
its been a month but I still have not accomplish it yet.
sigh, you're one love that's so hard to forget..

1 Comments:

Blogger Phyllis Sparks said...

I think i understand how you're feeling now. Cause being a friend, we need not care so much. It's like, what for? Rather be strangers, instead of seeing him so near you yet you can't get anything. It's hard to forget, because he had been with you through ups and downs. But remember, nothing last forever. Cherish what you are having now, and don't ever regret.

March 9, 2009 at 9:47 PM  

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