flames to dust, lovers to friends.

having you around me for two nights straight made me felt bliss,
it just hurts me when we're of close distance but you are of a mere friend and nothing more.
sigh, they asked me why I love you so much, I really wanna know why too.
today's the 18th again, another celebration without you..
I want you back so much, still holding on to hope that you'll be back,
I really hope you would.
love & misses from a dumb fool.